Lame.

Just because i don't blog. you don't have to spam on my chatbox with all those crap-__-.

If you're my friend.. you have gone too far. think before you do all this kinda nonsense -___-. It's pathetic that you don't think before you take actions. Own up to me if you're sorry. Because i think i know who you are -__-. you've overstep the border.

The "V" Day.

Happy Valentines to whoever out there.

(: this is a celebration of love :)

I had quite a fun one. And its my 1st time having a fun day ever since past 2 weeks. Well, no joke here, i had a hell of a big time stressing myself out. Being too active and carry so many burden can be really tiring. But lol, i find it challenging.

Life is all about challenge yeah? (: and Life is all about having fun too!! So yeap.

"Why so serious XD?"

(''- _-)Especially when im still in high school(-_ -'')

Well Look on the bright side :D im finnishing highschool this year! LoL!

Well, i think Valentine's Day became a 2 day thing for me. Today and Yesterday. Yesterday :D so fun, i had fooled a number of people and i had fun laughing at those people being fooled. well, its not April Fool day but whatever :D. I bullshitted the whole day :D woohoo! Oh yeah, and the Monitor's ice breaking crap went well yesterday. They had fun =) And im so happy when i heard about it. whoopee :D

All the effort i put, All the effort they put all were not wasted after all!! thank you guys for making it happen while im not around :D. lol

so....

I watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

sad.

touching.

though...

amazing.

amusing at times.

im not gonna spoil the show here =) but i recommend it.

so WHAT are you doing here reading my blog? Frigging open the internet explorer and visit the cinema's WEBBIE and Frigging book it! now now now now !!! xD.

wow... i actually blogged o_O

Happee 2009!!

A fresh start! Finally... After all these years i had been cutting in between the years. hahaha.

I didn't blog for quite a while. Well, not up to it. =/ sorry sorrry hehe.

So!! this is it. Had a decent new year at Vincent's.

Started 2009 with few cash in the pocket. what a good start =D!

That's all for now.

heh. i'll miss each and one of you edisons.

cos... Guess this is our last new year together ?

Gonna be Spread all around the world. it seems.

Take care and best wishes from me =).

Graduate and go to Uni while i watch you guys enter while i finnishing my high school.

:D hahahahahhaha.

Mr. The Knife is not Sharp.

Yes. I am restless.

Now i don't know what to do with the holidays. Im injured and probably take another week or two to start training again.

Well, i have a thing or two coming up. Thanks to darryl :D. haha.

Anyways... a little joke while we were out for dinner. We as in --> Ken Li , Adrian , Peng, Darryl , Me! i intro-ed darryl to them and yeah i think its a perfect fit in a group of friends. They got along pretty well damn fast alright XD.

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Here it Goes...

We went to Chilis at Bangsar for our dinner! woohoo? Well, i had not been in chilli's for quite a while as in like years ??? haha. But yeah. I was thinking about chilli's the other day and i finally get to eat there. Somehow, it isnt as good as i had imagined. I had a grilled chicken for my dinner. And... the conversation as the following :

me
Chilli's Waiter (Let's call him Mr. The Knife is Not Sharp)

"Hey! Excuse me, your grilled chicken here is cold and hard ... I think it's not cooked enough."(i was using the knife and tried cutting the chicken but failed)

(with the stony kinda look) "oh ! THE KNIFE IS NOT SHARP (im just emphasising here)"

(-___-??)<--- i gave hiim that kinda look... " Could you please check it for me with the kitchen and make a better meal for me?"

"Alright i'll check it for you. Give me a while" (he went over another table, without taking my plate or even look at it, and he start chatting with the guy from another table for a couple of minutes)

Me, Peng, Adrian , Ken, Darryl ----> laughed our asses off and.. (What the fuck)-ed

And so he came back... Took my plate of cold grilled chicken, and walked away.

What came back... Wasn't my grilled chicken. What came back was...

The manager working there... And she asked...

"WHAT Seeems to be the problem?"

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(''-_______-) Heck with the service guys. HECK with chili's service. HEck with the food.

In the END! I did get a better warmer food that i could see the steam coming out. But the chicken is still STONE COLD HARD, well... its so tender.

Being an expert here (i am a food expert :p *perasan*), THE CHICKEN is... cooked long time ago and they just microwave it for the customers so that they could serve it fast to customers. AND I HAVE TO PAY 33 bucks for it ? frigging RIP OFF. By the way chicken is so small.

TO whoever chili supporters or whoever whether ure in the management or what.

Chilli's sucks! I can get a better chicken by the road side ... RamLy Burger.

Eventhough its dirty and might give me diarrhea.

Well, at least i get satisfaction in the mouth :).

grill and bar? More Like Microwave and Bar

Things happens for a reason

Yeah they do, after all. Its me and nic soo's sort of favourite quote :

"Everything that happened in your life happens for a reason".

so... yesh. i am fine. i just need time to recover and i could go active again.

sorry to the dance team. sorry to myself.

what's more to say ?

Why does it happen all the time?

Man... Enough is enough. How many times do you want to fall down and fail?? How many frigging times do I have to fail to get pass to the 2nd round in a tournament?? Shit! I can't even win the 1st game when i am capable to. Geez.. it's not like i can't do it. I don't know man. Why does it happen all the time at those precise moments??? This is the third time i injured my ankle and sprained my ankle during the 1st round of a tournament. Question is, why do i have to sprained it during matches in tournament? Why not in training? Why not in usual casual games? I don't care if i sprained it a 1000 times when its not during tournament. Well, i'm exaggerating of course. Fuck that. It doesn't matter.

• They say.... Never give up.
• Right now yes, definitely.. i feel like giving up.
• but... Fuck that. Giving up is not something i'll do. Ain't part of my personality.
• Fuck this world. Fuck this fate. Fuck me.
• I'm born fucked anywayz.
• Stupid illnesses and fucked up physical body.
• Like those shit will ever stop me.
• I'm certain this ill-fated luck will just fuck off and to be replaced with something better.

yeap. don't mind the fucks. =) they are just words. If you hate it, why don't u just tape those words yourself infront of your screen so you wont see anything but tapes?

oh... btw fuck this person cos he's fucked.

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yeah ... thanks for your words. i'll stop letting everyone down especially myself.

this is the first step...

I take back my words up there.

I'll never stop moving forward.

signed - 3rd December 2008

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Melbourne.

Touchhhh downnn!!!~~~ =D lol. Well, that was yesterday. So i didn't get to sleep much on the plane in fact its damn tiring flying in a midnight flight. And its frigging dry here. Wind keeps blowing till there's no chance for any oil layer to come out from the skin lol! I took the taxi from the airport to my cousin's place somewhere in Southbank which is directly opposite of Crown! Woohoo - i'm 18 and there's a casino right opposite of me while typing this thing, i'm definitely checking it out !! whahaha And So i did, With Nicole Soo, peng,ping and my brother from another mother - ken li ! haha . I lost 200 bucks. damn it. T_T im sure to go back that casino and kick some blackjack's ass!

thats crown with the fire thing they have all the time.

You know what's the saddest thing about coming here? the 1st day, the 1st morning i hung out with yang and doug... well, to a cyber cafe and it sucks. wtf-ing man. CAnt believe i wasted my day Doing that :P. haha sorry guys. Well, it was good meeting up with 2 close sohai friends again :D. what we do? We talk sohai, do sohai, and talk sohai again =).

And today its just... meet up with peng and nic soo. talk crap as usual. talk cheesy and lame stuff. Yeah! cheesy stuff makes the world go round. Hmm... XD lol - whatever -. Melbourne have not change one bit, still the same. But feels good to be back here, seeing those guys again especially. Awww.... haha. Nice holiday =) i could feel tomorrow is better hahahaha.

im just gonna win! - well after i shop - +D